i've been rather productive the last two days. webcasting on time, doing readings, project readings - quiteee a satisfying feeling, i must say.

but. something's not quite right.

i can't place my finger on what it is, but something just doesn't feel very right in my life. in fact, it's not just not quite right. something feels wrong. i really don't know what it is, but there it is. just a niggling feeling of things not being right in my life at the moment.

like, oh gosh, i don't even know what's wrong with me!

and that just sucks like hell.

maybe it's a little bit of weariness, maybe it's a little bit of confusion, maybe it's a little bit of disillusionment, maybe it's a little bit of wanting to give up and just curl up into a ball in bed, maybe it's just a little bit of everything; idon'tknow.

am gonna sleep early tonight. maybe when i wake tomorrow morning, things will seem as they were last week and the feeling that all will be well will return to me again.