I think I might be going bonkers...

I have to admit that I'm starting to get more than a little tired out from all the impending wedding work to do.

I swore I wouldn't let all the planning get to me, when Clem and I started way back last year. We even thought we were so on the ball with everything!

BOY WERE WE WRONG.

With approximately 1.5 months to go to the big day, the days are slipping by more and more quickly.

And things I didn't want to do - like consolidating the guest list and doing the seating arrangements - have now become Important, Urgent, and no longer Ignorable. :'(

That's definitely not to say that I haven't had help. My friends and family have been so generous in their offer of help, so I've definitely been so very blessed in that aspect.

Chels is helping me with the decor (it's a massive job, especially if you wanna attempt something creative).

Matt has been helping us with the wedding card design and is also gonna help do up the designs for one of the wedding favours.

Cheryl has been talking me through so many things and dropping me mails with her ideas.

And Clem has been busy calling a babillion people.

Yes I admit, I do bully him a little.. 

But I'm trying to do my fair share of calling now instead of just reminding him to get in touch with all these people! 

We still have to get our favours produced, send our cards for production, co-ordinate flowers with my florists, get the ring cushion, confirm the decor plan, do up the powerpoint slides for Mass, work out the intricacies of the programme........... Thinking about all these undone tasks is making me a little dizzy. :X

Okay I'm trying not to be so caught up with all the work on hand and forget that we're preparing for a day to mark the start of our lives together. TRYING REALLY HARD.

And work has been brutal lately. All the tension has been taking a toll on my mental and emotional faculties, even though it doesn't directly involve me. Sigh human relationships can be so messy and convoluted. 

OKAY BACK TO WORK.

Choosing photos for my video montage now. See? The work really never ends.