I'm really dragging lately, I've gotta snap out of this sluggish mood and actually imbibe some of the motivation that's been buzzing around me, snapping at my heels and generally making me feel very pursued. I hate it, I know I should be a lot more on top of things, especially since this is my absolute last sem in NUS. That, plus the fact that I've only got a one-day-school-week. That, in itself, is actually reason enough for me NOT to whine and moan.
I went to bed last night feeling unsettled and generally unhappy with myself. I realised I'm super behind on both my Ideology & Euro Lit mod, so I hastily grabbed my latest Euro Lit book to be read - a book of monologues by Rame & Fo. I read one, "A Woman Alone", before I decided that it was enough, and turned my attention to Lirael that I need to re-read for my HT. Still not getting anything from that front though. I wonder if it's time to abandon that choice and hop on to Le Guin - at least I'm guaranteed scholarly things to say for that.
So blardy dead. :(
And I also need to get my health in order. Been feeling lethargic and all sorts of moody, and I think it's due to lousy sleeping habits and insufficient exercise. Everytime I look at myself in the mirror, I find myself glaring balefully at the horrid reflection: increasingly unruly hair (time to make that hair appt with my hairstylist), zit-infested face (time to find a good derm). My skin is no longer as close to flawless as it used to be, it's now closer to this minefield of blackheads and angry pimples. I'm really depressed.
On the plus side, I just checked out Love, Bonito's latest launch, and I'm really really happy that I didn't see anything that I really liked and had to get. I'm becoming increasingly self-disciplined, hooray! (Could be entirely because I'm becoming increasingly broke as the days go by, with no tuition until last week)
HOKAY enough whining, back to work.
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