Thursday, June 23, 2011

Write, I must.

I can't believe I've only been back at work for FOUR days since I went on my week-long leave last week.
It feels like forever and everrrrrrrr ugh!

I'm not sure what I can say in this space to make my life seem even remotely interesting at this point.. But I'll try. Haha.

In the midst of all the flurry of the work week, I have been squeezing in precious time with Clem, doing what we do best: eating!
I also try to drag him to shop with me, and the result is my fabulous haul from the MNG sale last week: 3 pairs of work pants, 1 pair of jeans, and 2 tops - all for less than $150! I can't resist good deals, and my only regret is not getting more stuff. Hur. But maybe it's good cos I can save up for the upcoming Zara sale! :D:D

Work-wise, I'm pretty much trying to will myself to just be zen and not let unimportant things bother me.
I tell myself the plan is to stay for as long as I can, and learn as much as I can from here as well. I don't think it's any big reason that's making me unhappy, I'm just restless and dissatisfied in general - but what makes me think leaving right now is the best solution?

I thought long and hard about why I'm so unhappy, and I've come to realize that the main reason for my unhappiness stems from the thought that I'm wasting my time here. I ask myself what I'd rather be doing, and I think what I'd really like to be doing is to write for a living.

So with that, I think I'll be trying to write a lot more from now. Articles, blog posts, chapters of a novel, short stories... I'll try to write something every day. I think at this point, it's not a matter of a good practice anymore - I need to write to keep me sane and happy. I've been feeling so out-of-sorts ever since I started work in March, so hopefully my new resolution will serve as a healthy dose of optimism and hope in life. :)

A random picture of me looking happy at my Crystal Jade dinner last night to end this post, because I'm random like that. Hur. On a separate note, I love instagram and I wish to God that I had a device which supports that. This was stolen off Clem's iPhone. HA.




Oh, oh! And one last thing before I go back to scoping out the latest Resort 2012 collections, I need to announce that I've updated my livejournal sales page with some of my pre-loves and brand new items that I've bought but never worn before. I'll keep updating it as and when I put new things up for sale from my wardrobe/when things get sold - I'm anal about being up-to-date that way.
So do check this out if you'd like to give some of my pre-loved clothes a new home!
http://kellyswardrobe.livejournal.com/1273.html

BYE.

No comments: