jealousy.
what an odd concept.

i don't understand it.
and why it even rears its ugly head.



what's it like to feel that something is slipping out of your life slowly but surely?
what's it like to feel that you never knew how good you had it till you lose it?
what's it like to feel regret?
what's it like to feel like the most selfish prick in the world?
what's it like to feel alone even when there're those who love you - because of those who don't?
what's it like to feel people you loved, gone?
what's it like to feel replaced?
what's it like to feel jealousy in your heart?
what's it like to feel loved?
what's it like to feel love?
what's it like to feel disgust at yourself?
what's it like to feel frustration eating away at your soul?
what's it like to feel comforted, knowing everything will be alright?
what's it like to feel confused to the point of wanting to scream ARGHHHH, f it all?
what's it like to feel like slapping someone you love?
what's it like to feel pure joy?
what's it like to feel your hand in mine?
what's it like to feel nothing?

what's it like to feel?



what's it like to see the sun rising over the morning sea?
what's it like to see people who you love?
what's it like to see the sadness etched on their faces?
what's it like to see the happiness in their smiles?
what's it like to see despair in their eyes?
what's it like to see the morning dewdrops on a dying flower?
what's it like to see yourself in the mirror?
what's it like to see your heart for what it is?
what's it like to see yourself for what you are?
what's it like to see things and have to pretend not to see them?
what's it like to see the rainbow coloured dragonfly drowning?
what's it like to see and not see?


what's it like to get B+-es for ALL my modules so far?
this one i know - not too good.



okay back to soci.