I JUST FINISHED MY SOCI ASSIGNMENT.

it's gonna suck.

my brain isn't functioning anymore and i'm so bloody tired and yet i kept pushing my fingers to keep on typing and typing and typing. i think when i read my essay tomorrow morning, i'm gonna be so appalled and will wanna rewrite it.

arh heck lah, i'm too tired to look through it again. i'm just gonna climb into bed and sleep.

went to cana today with Mario for a meeting with the saccre people about the 14th of April leadership workshop. i was trying to finish the essay before going for the meeting, but i couldn't do much in the afternoon. i'm such a last-minute worker. bad.

shitttttttttttttt i really needed an A for my soci assignment. whatever man. it's just 10%. i think i'm gonna have to cram like crazy for the final exam so i can get an A for soci.

i'm obsessed with my grades, i swear. i eat, breathe and dream As for my modules.

this weekend is gonna be SO PACKED with project work. i have to write up my part for the new media project by Sunday 12pm. and i will so not be at home then. so i have to write it on Saturday afternoon before going to meet the girls for steamboat in the evening. and even if i wanted to skip YES to do my project, i can'! Aloy won't be around this weekend.

i am suddenly feeling very overwhelmed by work. then after new media project, i have to visit Taka to write up my part for the geog project. which i suspect would be a fun thing to do, except that i have so bloody much things to do. maybe i'll go survey the place on Monday then can start working on the project after that.

and i need to start studying and reading my material for exams! if i can't go to Bangkok for the youth conference, i'd better ace this round of exams okay. i'm not skipping it to get another cap of 3-point-something this sem. i might as well just heck my geog exam and fly off to Bangkok then.

i am stressed! really and truly! which is good lah, cos i mean, i busy myself and not mope.
and Father's homily during Novena today at Saints Peter and Paul church was damn good. powerrrr! he talked about forgiveness and inner healing. omg, i nearly ran straight up to the pulpit to hug him and tell him that he was a god-send.

and i just discovered the lyrics to Kelly Clarkson's Miss Independent.
was rather tickled when i heard it and brought a wry smile to my lips heh.


miss independent
miss self-sufficient
miss keep-your-distance
miss on-her-own
miss almost-grown
miss never-let-a-man-help-her-off-her-throne

so, by keeping her heart protected
she'd never ever feel rejected
little miss apprehensive
she said ooooh, - she fell in love.

what is the feeling taking over?
thinking no one could open the door
surprise... it's time to feel what's real

what happened to miss independent?




yeah, what the hell happened to all the miss independents out there?
lose all the men, you don't need them. you're miss independent, remember?

ha yes, say hello to miss independent.
little miss apprehensive.
and the rest of the miss-whatevers.