module planning for next sem is suchhhhh a headache i tell you.

i think i'm dead, actually. i dunno how i'm gonna survive the next few sems until graduation, cos i mean, if i take 5 lit modules a sem, i might just die right. considering the fact that each module requires the reading of about a book every two weeks. which makes for 5 books a fortnight. i love books, but i don't think it's humanly possible to finish 5 books a fortnight in the long term. my brains will just conk out.

oh, in case you were wondering, yes - i'm considering doing a major in lit.
which is why i'm talking about doing 5 lit modules a sem, incidentally.
EVERY SINGLE LIT MODULE REQUIRES ME TO HAVE TAKEN THE LEVEL 2 EXPOSURE MODULE BEFORE I CAN TAKE THEM.

like, how??

i have almost completed ALL my uni requirements for graduation in the form of U/Es and such. with the help of my lovely biz modules which i just wish i could chuck aside instead of counting into my cap.

and there're so many other modules i still wanna do. there're the journalistic new media modules that i wanna do, and the gaming new media ones as well. then there're some soci modules that i would wanna do, as well as level 2 and 3 mno biz modules.

annoying.

pol science test today was doable. sadly. not like, aceable, just doable. i'll pass. but i won't ace the paper. which is BAD cos i mean, i need to be aceing class tests like these to recover my cap before exchange. i wanted to kick myself when i saw the paper cos the questions were entirely entirely brainless and easy if only i'd studied properly. like the definition about the nation and state. like, hello????? that's the basic definition. i didn't even imagine she'd bother testing that.

had a core team sharing after Fr Gino's session just now. we went to the adoration room at CSC for a while before heading to the coffee shop to have some drinks and talk. it's been a long time since we spoke, it seems. i think with YES running every Sunday and all, i feel sort of detached from the rest of the core. especially since i'm so heavily involved with the YES programme itself, being a facil. t'was a good chat, though. we might wanna meet up again some time next week to do something like that, though till not quite as late as tonight. got home at 1! lucky Dan sent me back. dad wanted to throw his arms around Dan when he offered cos i mean, it saved him a trip and allowed him to sleep earlier.

okay! gonna sleep. project meeting tomorrow at Causeway Point. i know, like, huh right. why Causeway?? project season is looming. i dread it like hell. three weeks, 4 projects/assignments due. then exams.

then everyone goes to Bangkok and what about me?? i'm stuck in Singapore because of a stupid stupid stupid geog module. BAH.

i was in a supremely whiney mood for a lot of the night before the talk in church. debated with Fr Brian and the boys over dinner over male dominance in church. which i think is an extremely salient point, except that ALL of them fail to see where i'm coming from. which was my point, exactly. when there's dominance, there's power, and when there's power, myopia tends to result. when guys dominate in church groups, they recognise it but they put it down to inadequacies of girls. but perhaps it's like that because they've engineered it to be such? after years and years and years of pure, unadulterated male arrogance and whatever else that testosterone does to you, perhaps that's the culture they've helped create.

arh whatever lah. i'm tired and hungry and slightly grouchy because i am not looking forward to the rest of my uni life.